DESPICABLE - II

The self-loathing, self bashing spree continues...

I don't exactly know why am I writing this. The probable reason could be that I have been spending a lot of time alone, allowing myself more moments, to reflect on what I have done till now. The other could be that I seek sympathy, pity, empathy Et Cetera.

May be I like inflicting pain on myself..

May be I am just pure evil...

I don't know which is better, being a masochist or being evil..

I don't feel bad anymore, no guilt, no remorse, no regrets..

May be I'll feel bad if I killed someone, just may be..

I don't know why I do this.. Really don't!