3rd post of the day...

Life seems to be growing on to me with every passing second..
Not even an hour has passed since my last post and everything has changed...
Am still alone but that is the last thing on my mind right now... Have to figure out a way to survive this bloody system... Once you go down, it shall keep pulling you down, until you find no way to come up...

IIT is an amazing place to be in, if you are one of those "must-work-coz-it-is-a-rule" kinda person... But for someone, who is more humane in approach rather than robotic, this place is nothing short of hell...

I see people, involved in their work and, I envy them.. for reasons unexplained..
Looks as if the guys here are in love with they are doing.. otherwise why do it?
Just for the sake of degree??
Pretty strong reason if you ask me....

Life has hit rock bottom for sure..

No where else to go, but upwards...

And for general knowledge(and as a reminder for myself).. I have never been a fighter, have always been more "rather-have-it-on-my-platter" kinda person..

Why do i keep reminding mmyself such stupid details??
AAAARGGHHHGHGHH...

Now wonder i am allergic to changes...